Well, Jd and I are going to Danli on October 22. We will be there for about four days. During this time we will look for a house, see our old friends, tie up some loose ends as far as living there is concerned, and just rest. I think it will be a good time for us to rest and be together and remember why we are moving. Sometimes I get so wrapped up in what's happening here, and what I look like and all that stuff. I become too concerned with comparing myself with everyone else, convincing myself that everyone else lives at Disneworld or something. I am ready to settle down. Ready to begin being with people on a regular basis. I have missed that in this "in between" time.
This week has been hard, overwhelming, and ugly. Past hurts came up, new hurts were caused, loneliness was overwhelming. I know that it is just for a moment, that it will not last forever. I am trying to believe that...
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